talk about a crazy mix of emotionss.
i feel like im just all over the place.
just got a little too much going on haha.
ive been doing some thinking,
cause i obviously cant keep everything the way it is now.
one thing i know ive been struggling with for awhile,
i decided its not worth it.
i mean when the other person even says i should move on,
might as well take his advice right ?
if hes not even gonna try why should i.
&even though some cute stuff has gone down,
i cant make the same mistake of being so blind.
gotta keep my guard up.
especially when its definitely a possibility that im just his backup girl.
&NO girl should be okay with that.
so we`ll see what happens.
the same thing could sort of apply to the next issue.
except im pretty sure my friend made it clear he has no interest.
&that hes just flirtatious in nature.
so im thinking its not worth it.
&of course, theres still other stuff going on,
at least i think i know what i want this time.
.. but you learn to expect the unexpected,
so you never really know anything for sure
because it could change within an instant.
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