dedication poems part 1.

first poem requests:
[ i decided to keep all poems that im writing to anonymous. if you requested a poem, youll know its yours if you read carefully. also, each poem will be around 10 lines. ]

#1:
you got the tough boy image with the muscles to match,
and theres quite a few ladies whod say youre a good catch.
but as your wife i can tell you that theres so much more,
you have endless qualities that i completely adore.
rough around the edges, but sensitive inside,
i know you truly care and to you i can always confide.
youre passionate about everything you do,
for that i give you my respect & my admiration too.
youre just a stud all around, that i have no doubt about,
so fyi, all those other boys better watch out. (:




#2:
if i had to describe you in one word, it just simply could not be done,
for you are amazing, caring, funny, smart, and talented all in one.
from your crazy laughs to your goofy smile,
you make my stressful life so worthwhile.
i am entire grateful to dance with someone like you,
i dont think you realize the way you influence me too.
you keep me out of trouble and make sure my head's on straight,
i give you advice to make sure you know which boy you wanna date.
i am at a loss for words to express my appreciation for you as my best friend,
i promise you we'll forever stay tight til the end<3

more than meets the eye.

you havent felt the feeling of rock bottom until you have a few of your close friends tell you that youre going down the wrong road.
youve never been more confused about your life then at that moment.
youre stuck in a bubble of what you think of yourself and not caring what other people think.
youre in the bubble for so long, you become ignorant of the crapload of shit being spread about you.

when you just dont care what other people think of you, its still possible to have those moments where you let people's opinions dictate your life and how you feel.

im not gonna lie.
its tough shit to go through when you have people constantly spreading shit about you.
so that when you turn a corner, you hear someone talking crap, "oh yeah shes such a slut, no one really likes her. what an attention whore."
yeah it kinda gets to you.
especially when they know absolutely nothing about you.
everyone thinks they know your life story, but they honestly dont.
&it gets tiring after awhile when you hear people constantly saying, "oh you have so many guys all over you .. blah blah blah."

.. to be honest, i really dont.
im not a girl pimp, im not a hoe, im not a slut.
ive never been drunk in my life, im still a virgin.
stop spreading shit you dont know nothing about.
i havent hooked up with millions of guys.
i dont fall for guys easily.
in fact, i have a hard time trusting guys at all.
no, im not full of myself like i know a good few of you are.
i do have insecurities, i just try not to show them.
in reality, i actually have quite a few insecurities.

theres alot more to me than meets the eye,
so why dont you try getting to know me before you spread your shit.

even when most of you think you know me .. think again.