Monday, December 1, 2008

more intense than i expected ? haha.

this isnt for a special occassion.
or because something amazing just happened.
this is for the undeniably good luck i had .. well still have.
it still blows my mind to this day that its real and happening.
that i could find .. perfection ?
but obviously nothing is ever perfect.
so how is this existing ?

&i just know, its not a figment of my imagination.
i know its real.
what i see. what i hear. what i touch. what i smell.
the embrace of warmth and comfort.
the chill up my spine.
the skipping heartbeat.

i know, it seems ridiculous.
what could be so amazing that it could stimulate such a hair tingling experience ?
but its true, i swear it.

the sparkle that puts me under a spell.
the sound that melts my heart.
the fragrance in the air that whips me away from everything else.
the softness that make me want to just lay there forever and never leave.

then there are the quirks.
the sudden outburts of laughter.
the spontaneity.
the .. "unique" moments.
the torturous and immature fits.
the irreplaceable urges.

its just .. him.
im not saying its love.
im not saying it isnt.
im just saying its him.

the way he makes me smile.
the way he melts away all my troubles as soon as he holds me in his arms.
the way he randomly kisses me.
the way he just suddenly makes a random and weird noise.

just thinking about it all puts this unstoppable smile on my face.
like it is right now.
hahaha.

there are so many other qualities about him that i could list.
but why bother ?
you already know hes amazing.
you already know hes my favorite.
you already know im smiling stupidly in front of my computer.

theres just no point in even rambling on.
just know, that a perfect combination exists.
the stud look with the sweet, funny, nice, caring, weird personality.
the one thats loyal and doesnt toy with your heart.
hes real and he exists.

.. hes just already taken.<3

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