hello beautiful.

hello beautiful--jonas brothers.

AMAZE-ing song. LOL.

so happy new year !
i hope everyone has an amazing 2008(:

so if i reflect on 2007,
i went through A LOT.
but in the end, i guess i came out okay.
&i know with 2008, im just gonna end up going through another rollercoaster.
as unknowing as it sounds, im kinda excited for it.
[yes i do realize the above sentence probably doesnt make sense.]

continuing on..
there is always the classic scenario with the girl, the nice guy, & the jerk.
the girl is like super close with the nice guy, but they never go out.
instead, the girl always goes for the jerk.
when the jerk breaks her heart, she goes crying to the nice guy.
the nice guy then has to pick her up, put her back together just so she can run off to another jerk.
where the same thing will happen again.
why is it that im forced into this classic scenario ?
why is it that the girl has to go for the "badass" guy & leave the sweet guy as her best friend ?
its sad how girls go into relationships, thinking they can actually CHANGE the guy.
yeah, FYI this is wrong.
you cant. so just give up. lol.
TRUST ME, it has happened multiple times to me.
what i dont understand, is why im never attracted to the guy im always venting to.
why am i always thinking about the guy whos just gonna screw me over ?
if anyone knows the answer to this, PLEASE notify me immediately.
the guy im always venting to is so sweet and caring,
the guy im always after only pretends to be.
&if you know who is reading this,
im sorry.
i am; i didnt mean to hurt you.
as kris osea & i call it,
you have reached the [dramatic music blaring] FRIEND ZONE.
dun dun dun.
LOL. yeah im retarded.

so as IMPOSSIBLE as it seems,
i really dont think i like anyone right now.
because boys are gross.
although still LTF.
AHAHAHA,(X

however, you could almost say things are starting to look up on an old friend.
one who i was close to dating, but it just never worked out.
he just recently kinda got me back on track for the kind of guy i SHOULD be looking for,
instead of changing my morals for him.
so thanks<3

plus my horoscope in like 3 different magazines said my "love interests" would end in december,
but a new guy would show up around january 7-9th( the dates varied with the magazine).
so maybe for once theyre right ?
HAHA yeeeah i know youre laughing because im following my horoscope.
i know that you all secretly read them & see if they come true !
hahaha.

that is all.
oh !
btw, scott jung's writing is intensely amazing. i love reading his blogs.