the boy who cried wolf.

the cry for wolf .. i fall for it everytime.
foolish enough to believe every sentence, every word.

i trusted you when you said, "ill stop."
but you .. youve just shattered my faith.
my gaze upon you will never feel the same.

the lies--they pierce your tongue,
but you feel nothing, for your senses are so weak.

those soothing words of comfort .. how they caress me so,
only to burn me later, as you drink and smoke away.

sober yourself the f*ck up for once and open your eyes:
youve been on that high for so long, you dont even realize.
every false word you promised me
has only come to disappoint and deceive.

im sick of caring more for your health than you ever will,
im done with denying the person you keep choosing to be.

over and over i care so much for you,
but the pain you project onto me ..
i just cant let it burden me anymore.

when you prove that you can change,
that youve grown up and have actually used that brain,

maybe .. just maybe .. ill forgive thee.