my tirade.

theres no escape ..
i just cant relate.
these tears, so bittersweet.
your jacket, my pain.
your embrace, my agony.
your laughter ..
such a sweet, sweet melody,
poisoned by my tirade.

this desire just doesnt feel complete.
never has my insecurity blinded me so strongly.
your eyes, they kill me.
one look and i breakdown and shatter.
these tears, so bittersweet.
the heart aches,
so withdrawn and naked.
vulnerability clenches my heart.
your soul, still my life.
your tears, my guilt.
your sympathy, my chaos .. and hatred.

you saw what i have never seen in me.
your heart ..
poisoned by my tirade.